It’s been three years since my husband, Fumihiro Hayashi (a.k.a. Charlie Brown), founder and former editor in chief of Dune magazine died from cancer. This year, we had a Shinto memorial service on the anniversary of Charlie’s death, in his hometown of the Mie Prefecture. Family and some of our crew from Tokyo went to visit a shrine and his grave. It was a good trip, and it wasn’t like some sad occasion. We had a nice get-together and talked about his life.